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▲ 17 r/Sober

2 years sober but still hate myself

Obviously when you get sober you have to deal with all the reasons you were using in the first place, but since I got sober I’ve hated looking in the mirror. I despise what I see. Not just physically but that’s a part of it. I’m uncomfortable in my own skin. I’m always worried about what everyone thinks about me and if they ever tell me positive things about myself I just don’t believe it. Hoping with time that gets better

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u/Temporary_Ratio_2871 — 3 days ago
▲ 3 r/TarotCards

Why’s my crush being weird

Bit of backstory, my coworker (I know) and I started hanging outside of work and have discussed being exclusive. Was at his house for most of the day yesterday and met his mom briefly. On the drive to my drop me off I asked if he was a virgin and he said he was which I feel may have been too personal of a question but he didn’t seem to mind. Today, he’s barely texted me. When I asked why, he said sometimes he just has nothing to say. Which is weird to me as we’ve been talking every day for the last month.
Here’s the reading breakdown:

How he’s feeling - The star reversed
How he views me - four of swords reversed
Obstacles - king of swords reversed

How I’m feeling - queen of wands
How I view him - knight of cups
Obstacles in facing - the heirophant reversed

I did my own interpretation but feel like an unbiased second opinion would be helpful as I’m still new. Thanks for taking the time to read and help me out :)

u/Temporary_Ratio_2871 — 4 days ago