u/Temporary_Resort_193

please dm kar do i have some questions </3

Im 17F and I have this crush on a guy who's around 1.5 years younger than me for 2 years. The first time i saw him was like in 2024? That was when we played volleyball together for the first time and since then I've always just admired him a lot.

Im kinda shy so I never really managed to talk with him a lot but recently atleast we're getting a bit more friendly but we're still not like frens frens uk. We say hi to eachother, we compliment each other while playing volleyball, and we've had convos here and there but ugh it's just idk a lot about him, neither do I have his phone no atm.

I might move away for college though so I was thinking that maybe if I move away I should tell him how I feel? But the problem would be that I'd still return for vacations and if me telling how I feel goes the uk wrong way I would never be able to play volleyball freely around him.

I feel like if I tell him I'd lose what I have even if it's not much? Im only considering telling him IF i move for college tho otherwise I'm just gonna stick to uk getting to know him whenever I can and just admiring lol.

I feel like the fact that it's been 2 years is kinda getting to me. I've been starting to feel like I either to start making more moves or let him go and move on oof.

Wow I really needed to rant that out. And yes from my POV 2 years of admiring is a long term crush/infatuation call it whatever you want 😭

TL;DR: Long-term crush on a guy from my volleyball court. We recently started talking more, but we're not close. I might move away for college and am wondering whether I should tell him how I feel or avoid risking the friendship/familiarity we already have.