Day 1 I’m so nervous
I’m crying writing this. It has completely taken total control of my life. My liver hurts and I was diagnosed with FLD. I kept taking it and telling everyone that I was off of it. Hiding it everyday is exhausting and It’s just making my side hurt more and more. I finally threw everything out today and my last dose was last night around 1 am and I really want to give it up. Please if you have any tips to stay clean. I fucking wasted so much of my life on this I feel like I don’t remember the past two years of my life. And now I have liver disease. Withdrawaling really hard rn lots of anxiety and sweating and keep having bouts of depersonalization.