u/ThatoneLerfa

It’s approximately 1AM in my country and I’m just lying in my bed writing this shit bc i can’t take it anymore.

I spend my entire evening daydreaming. I needed to go to bath to wash my hair bc i haven’t done it this whole week but instead i preferred to daydream. I would go on and on until it was so late my eyes were fucking closing.

Due to my mom’s “great” nurturing I’m struggling with self dependency and cannot do most of the household things my peers can (like doing laundry, for example) and it turned out regulating water in bath is one of them. It was either too cold or too hot and i just couldn’t spend more time on this crap bc it was already late (thanks to my MDD) and i needed to fucking sleep.

I feel so retarded and MDD just makes it so much worse.