u/The-DM-Marauder

But I could only trace its face with my fingertips, as she described the rest.

But his screaming and howling only got louder inside that furnace

Some days I have peace, other days I can’t get it off my mind.

My very best friend, felt like nothing could come between us, I was good with his family but never knew how messed up they were until it happened.

At a party like any other night, she took me on the patio, told me she loved me and tried to kiss me non stop, I didn’t let her, she bit my neck, chest, started groping me, she was a genuine mess that night. I firmly got her off me but she would keep falling over.

The next day I confronted her and she told me she would hurt herself if I told anyone. Bawled her eyes out when I said I would tell her brother, until I decided I wouldn’t, maybe it was just a mistake?

Her family member suffered a stroke that same exact day I drove her immediately to his house. She called me a hero, I liked it. She wanted to be with me, I said no. She tried to kiss me, she was charming, I still said no. I never consensually did anything but I got DEEPLY emotionally involved with her for two months, I was her therapist and punching bag, she was a very manipulative and abusive person. She always wanted me to call her, her girlfriend. After I almost lost my mind, I cut her off and my best friend and her stopped talking to me.

I finally remembered and spoke up about what happened. She blamed me to everyone.

My very best friend believed his sister, so many of my friends believed her.

I wish people saw past it, I didn’t wake up a liar and now I still feel so lost and isolated from any trust or connection.

Sorry for dumping all this but even though it’s been a few months now it still hurts, I try to get past it but I somehow find myself still arguing alone. I’m still in disbelief sometimes.