I am ASD level 1 and struggling.
So TLDR, I am functionally incontinent due to ASD and MS, and I am struggling with acceptance.
I have been in and out of diapers since childhood, over the past few years I was diagnosed with MS and I find myself needing diapers during a flare-up. This isn't too much of an issue for me though as I've been dealing with this most of my life.
What is distressing me, is that I started to find diapers phydically arousing. Does anyone else struggle with this?Is this a valid experience for some of you. I'm generally repulsed by the idea but I need to wear them. So I guess the point to my rant is whether or not this a valid experience and how all of you got over this feeling?
Is it okay to find this arousing? How did you conr to accept this annoying little fact of life? Idk, I hope I'm not aline here.