u/TheDeadMurder

I love having the smallest thing set me off on a downward spiral for multiple hours or days, and then afterwards it's like I completely forget what feeling sad or happy is like

Like earlier this week I was having fun hanging out with someone, then the next day I was aiming a gun at myself and I don't even know what made me upset since it's like I get amnesia about my previous emotions whenever it switches

Why can't I be normal, of course I would fuck it up, I always fuck up and I lost the one good part of my life