u/TheManISee

Lately I been feeling down. Since starting my transition 11 years ago. It's hasnt always been the easiest journey. The world and people can be cruel even with you living in your truth and being your authentic self. Even though I know the choice I made was best for me to hear "I'll never be man enough, or even good enough makes me question things. I wish I had friends who just wanted to know me for me instead of people judging me because I'm trans. I pour into everybody else around me and try to pour into me but its tough. I rarely smile, especially in pics. Recently went bald when most of my life I've had long hair. Feel so indifferent about my appearance. Even tho

I want to belong in the trans community, I feel so lost and dismissed by those who should be welcoming.I hate being vulnerable especially to strangers but any kind words others can share I would really appreciate it.

Lately my emotions have been back and forth and the journey growing into the man I always wanted to be hasnt been easy. Some wins some losses but u gotta focus on the wins. I haven't taken a pic that I felt good about in a long time. I rarely smile in pics but this one came out great! Happy Manniversary to me!

I don't really take a lot of selfies anymore or post them. But I dig this shirt. A little scruffy but hey its a cool pic 😀