Regrets and shame
Not really sure what to say, or why I felt the need to post.
I know a lot of people have it way worse than I do. I don't drink everyday, I don't black out every time I drink. I haven't had any health problems crop up from drinking.
Drinking may have cost me a friend last night.
I drank a bottle and a half of wine. I didn't black out, but things are certainly blurry. I said things to my friend that I deeply regret. They have been nothing but a fantastic friend to me, and I was shitting all over them (metaphorically).
Today, I sent a couple apologies, but they have not responded.
It seems like more and more often, when I drink, I do things that I later regret. I decided I need to take an extended break from drinking. How long, I'm not sure.
Anyway, thanks for reading.
