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u/LucidSynapse23 — 2 months ago

An Ode to Sleep – Psychological Short Story

Hey guys, how’s it going. I’m currently between books in my main series, so I thought I’d do something a bit smaller, kick back and have some fun self publishing a short story.

It’s kind of sad… well, pretty sad, actually. Maybe “fun” was the wrong word.

It is a psychological short story embodying the confusion, conflict, desire and dread of suicidal thoughts not simply just explaining it from the outside.

Blurb:

What is a life worth?

What is the cost of death?

For those you leave behind... who bears the debt?

An Ode to Sleep is a haunting journey through a mind collapsing beneath an unbearable weight. Grief, guilt, hopelessness... familiar feelings, all the same. It does not seek to judge, romanticise, or condemn. Instead, it invites you to stand at the very edge of despair and witness the quiet, chaotic fractures of a soul that no longer believes it has a place in the world.

Told with lyrical prose and unflinching honesty, An Ode to Sleep is an intimate exploration of suffering, asking not why someone dies, but what it truly feels like to believe there is no reason left to live.

Themes

Internal conflict, isolation, despair, fear of death, hope and emotional survival.

Trigger warnings

Suicide, suicidal thoughts, depression and themes of death.

Available on Kindle and Kindle Unlimited:

https://amzn.eu/d/066F3RXi

u/TheOnvoy — 3 months ago

How do i unfuck ready or not?

Hi, I’m having an issue with multiplayer after using mods.

I downloaded several mods using both Vortex and the in game mod launcher. Everything worked fine and I had no issues playing solo, but now I can’t play multiplayer with my friend anymore.

Whenever we try to join each other, the game says either that she can’t join a modded session, or that I can’t join because the session is modded.

I’ve disabled all mods in Vortex and in the in-game mod launcher. We’ve both also tried verifying the game files, unsubscribing from mods, uninstalling the mods, and restarting the game, but it still keeps treating my session as modded.

Does anyone know how to fully clear the modded status or remove any leftover mod files?

u/TheOnvoy — 4 months ago

[HIRING] Book Cover Artist

Helloooo,

So I am a writer in search of an artist for the cover of a short story project.

It is a personal piece exploring themes of grief, isolation, uncertainty, loss, exhaustion, and the impact suicide has on both the individual and the people around them.

My budget is currently around £70, though I am happy to have a conversation.

I'm an independent author. This story will not be going to an agent or publishing house, so I don't have an unlimited budget to work with. That being said, I completely understand that good art has value, as does the artist creating it. If you are happy working within that range, brilliant. If your normal rate is higher but you genuinely connect with the project, feel free to reach out anyway.

The biggest thing I want to say is this:

I am not looking for someone who simply wants to create exactly what I tell them to create.

If you read this and think, "I'd do that differently," or, "I have a better idea," that's brilliant, amazing even. I genuinely want to hear it.

You are the artist. I am the writer.

I want the piece to feel like art, not an instruction manual brought to life. Experience and portfolio size are not the most important things to me. Passion, atmosphere, symbolism, creativity, and having your own voice matter far more.

So about the idea I have for the design.

The core concept revolves around a lone figure suspended between two unknowns. One represents grief, depression, loss, and the weight he carries.

The other appears to offer escape, yet leads only into another unknown.

The figure is not choosing between life and death. The figure is trapped in a situation where every option feels wrong.

The cover takes place in the depths of an ocean. The audience is positioned far away from the figure. I think this distance helps the audience better understand his isolation. In a strange way they become part of the story themselves, seeing him the same way he sees himself.

The figure should feel small compared to the environment around him.

The ocean is impossibly deep. The surface is not visible. There is no clear sense of where the world begins or ends. It should feel uncomfortable and uncertain.

This faint beam of pale light descending through the darkness, illuminating only a small portion of the scene. I often imagine it as moonlight. Not because it offers hope, but because it helps illuminate the scene while still maintaining the feeling of night and dark.

At the centre of the image is a man suspended within the water.

A line or rope extends upward into the pale light and darkness above. The viewer cannot clearly see where it leads.

Beneath the man is a vast unnatural void. Not a cave, not a crater, not a natural sinkhole. Something impossible. Something that feels wrong. A wound in reality itself.

The edges of the void should feel as though they are being pulled inward, as if the world itself is slowly collapsing into it.

Throughout the darkness there may be subtle silhouettes, shapes, or suggestions of forms. These should remain ambiguous. The viewer should never be entirely certain whether they are looking at something real or their own imagination.

The overwhelming emotional focus of the image is loneliness.

Not fear.

Not horror.

Loneliness.

The viewer should feel the crushing weight of isolation before they begin to understand the symbolism.

The image is meant to carry isolation, uncertainty, exhaustion, and the feeling of being suspended between impossible choices.

One thing I'd love to include as well.

I'm not sure if any of you normally sign your work, but I would love for you to hide your signature somewhere within the artwork.

It can be obvious or almost impossible to find.

A shadow.

A symbol.

A shape.

A pattern.

Your name worked into the environment.

Whatever you like.

I love the idea that years later someone might discover the artist hidden inside the piece. I think it adds something special to the work.

Most of all, I'm looking for someone with spirit. Someone who genuinely wants to create something because they love to, i love to write and it would be fantastic! to work with someone who shares that same spirit.

If this at all sounds interesting, if you are new, if you just want to have some fun with it, I'd love to hear your thoughts, even if your vision is completely different from my own.

I don't know if it feels like i am asking a lot here or if its the standard. i mean i do have a habit of ramble on a bit but hey its all fun. Thank you so much for reading.

Ohww!!! before i forget, i marked this as NSFW mainly because.... well suicide. So i didn't know were it fell in terms of the rules but just playing it safe

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u/TheOnvoy — 4 months ago

never have i eaten something that robbed all the joy and happiness from my soul. This vile attempt at food has only one use, being served as a method of torture.

My disappointment with the Sainsbury’s taste the difference meal deal sandwich is immeasurable. Thought I’d treat myself and try the “steak” sandwich. Onion bread, caramelised onions, onion chutney, gravy mayo, steak. Sounds beautiful on paper. A symphony. A feast. A reason to keep going.

Let’s start with the “steak”. This was not steak. This was roast beef, that smelt like tuna flaps, desperately trying to be someone its not and disappointing its whole family. Don’t you dare call it steak. Not that there was much meat in there anyway.

The gravy mayo? Missing in action. I genuinely forgot it was even supposed to exist while eating it.

The caramelised onions were somehow both wet and bland at the same time, at one point i believed a slug had managed to crawl itself inside the packaging and die but someone how i think that would have tasted better than whatever that was, passing of as caramelised onion.

The bread was the only redeeming quality, purely because it absorbed and diluted the horrific flavour combination unfolding inside it like a brave sponge sacrificing itself for the greater good, yet even still i don't believe i would even wipe my ass with it.

This sandwich was a disappointment. I genuinely believe I would have had a more enjoyable dining experience simply starving to death.

u/TheOnvoy — 5 months ago