u/TheSuperiorSir

I hope I get to speak with you again, see your face, smile and laugh again. I know things are the way they are, ( though I wish they weren’t), but I still want you, need you, and crave you. Your voice, thoughts, and points of view so different than mine, all of it was home. You were my home. I know I didn’t handle everything the right way but life is messy and I did what I thought was best. Retrospective makes it easy to see the mistakes I made but I never thought it would lead us to where we are. No matter what I will always be here forever hoping.

- I love you always.

I hope I get to speak with you again, see your face, smile and laugh again. I know things are the way they are, ( though I wish they weren’t), but I still want you, need you, and crave you. Your voice, thoughts, and points of view so different than mine, all of it was home. You were my home. I know I didn’t handle everything the right way but life is messy and I did what I thought was best. Retrospective makes it easy to see the mistakes I made but I never thought it would lead us to where we are. No matter what I will always be here forever hoping. I love you always.

Got bad news today and instantly I wanted to talk to you. I know I can’t do that now but you were always my safe place and I miss it, I miss you!

There was never enough time with you. Even if it’s passed now, part of me remains in every second we had.

I think about how I failed you often. I wish I did not make those mistakes but now all I can do is own them. If it means anything I’m deeply sorry.

I’m ready to try again I just don’t know how.