u/The_Hades_Wolf0312

Fuckkkk. Ok so I lost my lanyard WITH my tool in it. I'm so done for. It literally has my name on it and everything plus my mum works there. Tf am I supposed to do?? What if they find the fucking tool? I'm so so so scared they'll find it, what will happen if they do find it??? I need genuine help on this because I'm freaking out really bad and I'm scared my parents will find out. 🫠😭😓

I've had a really rough day so let's just say my wrists aren't doing too great. A couple of friends spotted the Cvts and had questions or just gave me stares of disbelief, which is fair because I am supposed to be the 'happy, therapist friend', idk whether they believed the 'it was my cat' excuse but I think one of them also saw my tool. So probably not. I just really need some advice. If there's anything y'all know about reducing urges or something? Idk wtf to do anymore.

Thanks so much and I'm so sorry.

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So I'm genuinely interested in peoples opinions on meanings of songs but other stuff is greatly appreciated!! :))

155 days clean up the drain. I just really needed to. I feel so ashamed, I'm not doing well in anything rn, not school, not friends, definitely not mental health. I felt just so useless, I just needed to Cvt. Idk why. I just don't deserve to be here anymore.

If there is any advice or shit I'm grateful for it, I'm quite literally on the brink. I just need some advice about how to reduce urges. I hate that I have to come here for help. I hate that I'm still like this. I just hate myself so much for this shit. :((

155 days officially clean up the drain. I felt so so so fucking sad and the worst part? I couldn't stop. I just carried on cvtting. Plus I have literally no bandages or first aid equipment rn. Ran out from last time. I just feel like a failure and a loser. 🫠😭😓

I have no idea what to do and just feel so helpless against urges rn. Any advice to reduce urges are greatly appreciated!!

Thnx guys.