Little bit philosophy

I am Dr A. ,23 M, Mbbs graduate from gujarat.

After reading and understanding most of eastern and western philosopher , reading extensively about metaphysical questions about life and conciousness, realising the failure of science to give answers to many questions around conciousness and questions like

"Why exactly am i writing all this , from where are command actually initiated "(i know little bit more but ain't gonna type it 😂).

I have come to realise that albert camus was absolutely correct, we as human being are searching for meaning in this absolutely indifferent universe.

Homo sapiens have come to existence from last 3 lac years only , earth itself is estimated to be 4.5 billion years old.

Our existence is just like an existence of dinasours or any other species which had gone extinct.

We are not going to totally understand about conciousness atleast in my lifetime 😂.

Even institution of marriage and monogamy is only 5000 years old.

Universe is indifferent to our life .

Remember everytime you overthink about life, 1.8 lacs people die everyday , whole current population of earth is going to be replaced in next 80 years .

It don't matter if you produce kids or not , it's not such a big deal.

Every person who is living lives by some philosophy.

The person who don't create their own philosophy, follows the traditional local Philosophy which is followed by most of people in that regio ,

Their is absolutely not any necessity to follow the "good life"track Which is handed over to us by society and parents since our birth.

Remember.

"Everyone is just doing timepass till they die"

Chase the ambition, chase the god , chase the relation, chase whatever you want , in the end we are just keeping ourselves busy to avoid the existential questions while enjoying the present moments.

For me , i want to live this life on easy mode and i don't see any great virtue in carrying humanity forward.

Therefore i am childfree

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u/Then-Firefighter-526 — 10 days ago

M23, MBBS graduate looking for friendship, open to long-term commitment

23M, fresh mbbs graduate from gujarat, going to join bond duty for gujarat government.

I am antinatalist (my duty experience have influenced by beliefs a lot . Seeing people suffer and die made me realise that their is no need to create new person in this world .)

I am avid Philosophy reader .

Weight - 76 kg

Hobbies- all sorts of outdoor sports, listening music.

I enjoy natural places and not very huge fan of mobile usage and consumption.

I also like writing and have written a 40 page mini book on my views on life and antinatalism.

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u/Then-Firefighter-526 — 3 months ago

Life advice really needed

I am 1st gen mbbs graduate of batch 2020 , i cleared neet pg In 1st attempt and joined best govt. College of gujarat.

I was good student and did scored 67-68 % in each year uni exams.

But since I started doing my internship I got to face pain and suffering on daily basis i started hating life and developed very pessimistic views of life and all motivation and interest of medical field lost .

I did already completed marrow throughout mbbs but didn't studied at all in internship to genuinely see if I am able to tolerate this field and clinical branches but even at the end of internship I didn't developed any interest.

People suggest that go for md derma , but being general category if I don't get it , I don't have any interest in any clinical branches .

Which branch should i go for ?

I am extrovert and like to communicate and have little bit interest towards md psm or md pharmac .

Every time after doing my duties i come to home and literally overthink about why live and why to procreate in this world if it has this much suffering.

Now after my duties are over I am finding peace with family and friends.

Did any of you experienced such things ?

Which branch should i join ?

What should I do in life ?

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u/Then-Firefighter-526 — 5 months ago

Why not to commit suicide

Do existance even matter ?

Why not to commit suicide?

I am not suicidal or depressed but how does it even matter how do we live ?

All Philosophers just give different distractions from existential despair and knowing that one day you die and nothing done by you matters

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u/Then-Firefighter-526 — 5 months ago

Philosophy and life

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I am 24M , completed with my mbbs this year

I had read almost all classic Philosophers in 2 years and at the end came to conclusions

  1. life is absurd when you see it from distance and at the end nothing matters , but subjectively life matters since you are experiencing it .

  2. all we do is just to

distract our self from existential crisis

  1. after seeing suffering in hospital for 3 years , I came to conclusion that everyone suffers in life .so why to create new conciousness and let them suffer. I am pure antinatalist (cant write everything here due to laziness in typing)

  2. even chasing excellence in some field is also kind of delusion in which you are believing that you are doing something different, but if seen from distance even it is same as any normal individual doing daily chores.

  3. religion and castism is also a distraction from existential dillema

  4. at the end of reading philosophy you have to make your own combination of philosophies that suits you and start living with it

I came to conclusion that I will do md psm and enjoy my life with my future partner (whenever childfree person with some interest in philosophy of life meet me ) and work throughout life and at the end of we both survived till later age , go to old age homes and enjoy even there 😁

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u/Then-Firefighter-526 — 5 months ago

Philosophy and life

I am 24M , completed with my mbbs this year

I had read almost all classic Philosophers in 2 years and at the end came to conclusions

  1. life is absurd when you see it from distance and at the end nothing matters , but subjectively life matters since you are experiencing it .

  2. all we do is just to

distract our self from existential crisis

  1. after seeing suffering in hospital for 3 years , I came to conclusion that everyone suffers in life .so why to create new conciousness and let them suffer. I am pure antinatalist (cant write everything here due to laziness in typing)

  2. even chasing excellence in some field is also kind of delusion in which you are believing that you are doing something different, but if seen from distance even it is same as any normal individual doing daily chores.

  3. religion and castism is also a distraction from existential dillema

  4. at the end of reading philosophy you have to make your own combination of philosophies that suits you and start living with it

I came to conclusion that I will do md psm and enjoy my life with my future partner (whenever childfree person with some interest in philosophy of life meet me ) and work throughout life and at the end of we both survived till later age , go to old age homes and enjoy even there 😁

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u/Then-Firefighter-526 — 5 months ago