r/indianmedschool

And it felt like I've failed them in finding "that someone" while building my career. I'm done with my academic career goals a year back and just started with my health (I'm not unhealthy clinically) & financial goals.

And I still have to find someone 😃.

Another angle, I'm somewhat afraid of marriage/relationship to be honest, despite no past history of any relationships/companionship.

What's your story?

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I can provide Marrow Plan B, upto October. Pls DM if anyone needs

I am feeling very anxious and hopeless. My dog got diagnosed with cancer few months back and I have been getting her chemo and managing her meds and tests and visits everything, every single day. Plus my family is a mess they can't take accountability for anything so I have to do it all alone.

It's my first attempt at neet pg this year but I have barely had any time to study because of taking care of my dog. And I have pressure to get into a govm seat because of financial issues + pressure to take care of my family in near future as sole breadwinner because of certain medical issues with other family members. + The pressure to get married in 2years.

I would probably have to take a drop as I don't believe that I can crack a govm seat this year. Just thinking about this is causing me so much stress, I already feel like a failure. All my friends will go into colleges this year and will (not to my face) feel that I am less..

I don't know what to think or what to do, I feel all alone in everything.

So basically the title.

I was actually good at physics and the teacher from my 12th coaching class would always say how I should have taken pcb and jee instead of neet but I was trying to please my parents. My father was against the idea of engineering because I am a girl and he believed that engineering is very male dominant so not good for girls.

I was good at maths in school too, scored a perfect 100/100 in 2016 cbse maths which was considered a tough paper for that time.

I hated my life in MBBS and I am a post grad now.

I hated most of the subjects except for a few like Biochemistry.

Now I am preparing for Neet pg but I am not even interested in becoming a doctor.

My schoolmates were talking about visiting school and having a lowkey get together & this guy who scored 2nd rank in 10th was commenting and people were praising him for getting into IIT and how the teachers would be so happy to see him again.

I won't go to this reunion because I am basically a failure rn, I am unemployed and people who scored much less than me in Neet got into mbbs anyway via private/peripheral Gmcs so how am I even better than them? My parents also seem to praise this guy a lot and nowadays they look at me as if I've failed them somehow.

I sound so egoistic and I sound like such a shallow person and I deserve the hate for it from y'all too.

But I don't know how to soothe myself. I can't help but wonder how I lost years of my life and turned out to be a failure and nothing more. I got self esteem and confidence issues in medschool and couldn't cope. I was just focusing on surviving and not thriving, just focused on not failing in my proffs and nothing more.

If I could go back in time to my first year then also I don't think I could've done things differently.

Guys I've hypothyroidism as 16M, I eat thyroid pill, my mom believes in Ayurveda so she consulted a BAMS dr and he has gave me freakin 8 pilla to eat daily, I've noticed increase in Acidity since eating those pills. On the top of that the pills are given in random sachet, they're unlabelled (no name of pills, ingredient list, manufacturing date)

She believes in it cause my Grandfather ate them when he add Cancer and got fine but after very long time after starting the pills so I believe that's just placebo effect

Just wanted your opinions and what to tell mom, she would agree if I give logical reasons, anyways I'm not gonna eat them though

If this is wrong sub please mention where should I post

I need help. im scoring well in neet and ive been suggested to start researching colleges by my teachers. Ive heard a lot of people regret picking their colleges regardless of their degree so i wanna be able to make the best decision for myself. Ive never really looked into it, and because the rank is so unpredictable this time i dont even know where to begin. What factors do i need to consider while picking out my preferences? Ive looked at some nirf ranking data and cutoff trends but idk im so lost (scoring 650-655)

Its a fact we all can agree to this our batchmates , seniors , professors mostly are just trying to pull you down make you weak and i think it makes them happy to see someone cry or be miserable.

Its toxic for everyone and its a real big deal if you come out alive of that hell hole and still have the confidence and zeal to continue in the same field. I have been verbally beaten down by professors to the point that i have cried at my room whole day . Male professors and seniors eying you like an object just made for them to lust upon .

Its even worse for people belonging to non binary and gay community people .
There was a classmate of mine who was quite open about his sexuality and also used to cross dress he was on dating apps too and the people in my batch made fake ids and staked him and matched with him talked to him and asked them to meet them and harassed him made fun of him laughed at him . They were very normal to him at face but i have heard what they say behind his back . When i tried to shut them down once they said you are like him too then . I was like fine bro i am more than okay being him who is courageous enough to own his truth rather than being a homophobic asshole .
No one literally no one sat with him during lectures cause girls and boys used to sit in different sections of the room he used to sit alone on a long af bench .
They were sooo scared that he might do something to then its so funny cause none of them were even remotely attractive. It used to make me feel really angry but sad for him .

After college i saw his story and i got to know he is doing through transition surgery and i was so happy cause i used to support him he was never rude to anyone .
He once wore a cute badge on his bad with pride flag and i complimented him he got soo happy .
I feel people need to accept people as they are and respect them . It’s high time cause when are we going to shut all these religious , caste and gender biases people have in their brain we need to get rid of them and make sure we don’t pass it down to our next generations .
Also i do not know what pronouns he goes by rn so i used he/him right now .

Can anyone advise me. Is it beneficial to give older GTs ?.
I feel 2025-26 GTs are way too difficult.I hardly score 110 in them but in older GT score increases significantly. Should i prefer older or newer? (Marrow GTs)

I scored 680 in NEET and I’m from Patna, Bihar. I’m expecting a rank of around AIR 300 after re-NEET.

I’m trying to make my counselling priority list but I’m honestly very confused. I want a college with strong academics, good patient exposure, decent hostel life, and a good environment for future PG/INI-CET prep.

Being from Patna, I’m also confused about whether I should seriously consider AIIMS Patna because it’s close to home, or whether I should prefer colleges like AIIMS Jodhpur/AIIMS Bhubaneswar/other top AIIMS if I get them.

Could seniors please help me with:

• A realistic priority order for AIR around 300
• Whether AIIMS Patna is worth taking at this rank
• How much home advantage matters during MBBS
• What factors I should actually care about while choice filling
• Any counselling mistakes to avoid

I would love a comparison of the hostels for the second tier AIIMS too.

I’m mainly looking for practical advice from people who have gone through this or know the colleges well.

Thanks!