
How do you get over the loss of one of your ferals?
On Sunday we lost one of our ferals. He got sick on Friday and by Sunday he was gone. He started having seizures and by the time the neighbor got him to urgent care he was gone. We originally thought he just had a URI because he had some wheezing and all signs pointed to just that. Turns out he had very swollen lymph nodes and the vet there was concerned he had an infectious disease (still waiting on the test results to see what he had)
We both were working on getting him socialized and trusting us and we were so freaking close to getting him neutered and our goal was to adopt him out to someone because he really was a sweet guy. He was with me since October and he spent the winter in our shed with his friend who I ended up taking in since I was able to trap her and TNR and she ended up being a TNR fail since she didn't want to be back outside. My heart still hurts and every day at 6:30am he'd be at my back porch waiting for his wet food. I named him CJ since he looked like my indoor cat. I'll miss you buddy and I'll never forget you 😭