u/Theoldorchid

I had a twin brother who passed away at 3 months old from SIDS, we were non identical, him a boy and me a girl, he was born first. Im lucky in a sense that my parents always talked about him to me even before I started developing memories, because I don’t ever remember being told I was a twin I just always knew. Ive always felt a bit lost in life, never really been able to find a place to call home, I struggle with relationships, immense loneliness, I feel like I cant connect with anyone the way I want to connect. I have 3 other siblings, and I sometimes get upset with them because I never feel close enough, or loved enough, to the point I do tend to expect too much from them. I often think about what our lives would have been like, how different my life would be if he was alive. I never really thought that grief from an infant twin death could be contributing to some of my struggles, if so does it ever end? Will I ever be able to form a bond with people? 😭

I just bought this today, so havent tried it long enough to see if it works but does anyone else find its very very fragrant? Ive had sulfur products before but this doesnt even smell like sulfur, its like a strong fragrance i cant quite figure out what it is. Its strong enough that the smell is lingering on my hands even after ive washed them multiple time. Ive looked at reviews and other peoples reddit posts and people just talk about the sulfur smell but not the added fragrance so not sure if theyve reformulated or maybe i got a dodgy product?

EDIT: so upon inspecting the ingredients list online and on my box theres two things that are different, on my box it uses coconut alcohol instead of Cetearyl Alcohol, also on my box after the ingredient lanaloon it has “pelargonium graveolens flower oil” possibly its been reformulated? Or maybe it differs by country of manufacturer?