Do you ever tell yourself, “no you can’t say that”?
Do you ever find yourself telling yourself, “no, no, no don’t say that, you can’t say that” & feel like you tell yourself that so much you don’t even know the difference between what you should and shouldn’t say anymore, so you just keep SILENT, like so uncomfortably silent you have isolated yourself into oblivion?
(& to the what to say, what not to say bit, i mean like i wish everyone could all just speak freely, but srsly, to not get gawked at / stand out / pegged as odd / or just straight ignored)
So…. with all that in mind, it just seemed easier before to distinguish what would just glide under the radar, but now …. I can hardly tell the difference anymore.
& if you have felt this way have you been able to explain this to a neurotypical, ha