I quit bootcamp a year ago and it's been eating me up since.
Bootcamp washout here. I went to RTC Great Lakes back in January 2025, was put in SEPS a month after due to faking a suicidal ideation to get out. They slapped me with the RE4 code, narrative reasoning JFC (erroneous entry). A few months later, it became one of my biggest regrets.
I feel like a failure looking back on it and it's been eating me up, because serving my country was a dream career of mine since I was a kid. And unfortunately, I was the one who ruined it. Because of my RE4 code, the chances of me coming back are very slim which felt like a gut punch to learn about.
I've been in college for a little over a year now, working towards finishing my degree in Computer Science. However, the pain of regret still stings me in the chest every now and then. Because I threw away a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and it's felt tough trying to move on. I do want to try and get the RE4 upgraded in the future after finishing college, but I'm feeling uncertain if doing so is a waste of time.
For anyone who's thinking about quitting bootcamp, don't. If you haven't shipped yet and don't feel your hearts in it, it's better to back out now than after shipping. The toughest pill I've had to swallow was sometimes, there is no second chance.