Guys are there any colleges that I can get into at 231 score, budget would be around 80 lakh. Abroad is the option but are there any options in india? Also are there counseling even for private colleges? Since the results aren't out, so dk the rank but it's probably too low, hence looking for private colleges.
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I feel like I’m super clingy and way too attracted to my boyfriend. We both really love each other and get along insanely well because we’re both nerdy and have similar hobbies. But the problem is I constantly want him romantically/physically and it’s starting to make me feel guilty.
When we first sexted/exchanged nudes, he later said it was wrong and that we shouldn’t do it again. I agreed… but then we both didn’t exactly follow through 💀
Now whenever we’re on calls, his voice genuinely turns me on and even if I try to control myself, things slowly start heading in that direction. So he suggested we only do sexual stuff once a week.
The thing is… I feel like I want him way more than he wants me and it makes me feel like some kind of pervert 😭 Like he says exchanging nudes is wrong meanwhile I’m over here taking pictures for him like a clown.
Even during completely normal conversations i’ll make double meaning jokes sometimes. We were solving riddles once and I said “my brain stopped working” and he said “I’ll find some double meaning riddles so your brain starts working again” 😭
And today while playing chess he accidentally stopped mid sentence in a way that sounded like he said “kiss,” so I joked about it and he replied “your mind is filled with such things.” It genuinely ruined my mood.
Now I’m trying REALLY hard not to initiate anything anymore. If he gets romantic I remind him we decided once a week and try to stop it there. But honestly it feels like torture to me while he seems completely chill about it.
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So i have something really embarrassing to ask, I got this tiny dot like thing very close my 🐱 and for months it stayed like that. I tried to scratch it off but it never went and yesterday while showering I might have again' scratched it as I was cleaning myself thoroughly. Now it has turned like a little cystic acne (idk if it's that but for reference)and it's painful to touch - what could it be ? I am really scared . Can someone please help me and tell me what it could be ? I have a good hygiene down there but i recently finished my periods. (Please don't advise me go to doc coz I am teen and I'll have to show my mom why I want to go and even then she'll probably ignore)