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Need to know if this is normal from test or if I have some kind of hyperhydrosis issue that I need to see a doctor for. I’ve always had a lot of sweat but not this much. Don’t wanna be too descriptive, but I will walk around or lay down, just minimal exercise if that, and my shit is completely soaked down there. Groin, ass, you name it, my boxers are soaked in sweat. My ass is ESPECIALLY sweaty on the inside. It feels really gross and excessive to the point that I’m wondering if it’s normal 😭 I know t can make you sweat more but this muchh?? I’m only around 2 months

They’re so fucking good looking and masculine what the fuck, we got people that look way more manly than me still calling themselves women. Which is fine yk, be who you are, nothing wrong with that. This isn’t a dunk on masc lesbians. But it just makes me realize how inadequate I feel as a man. I just started t, I know it’s a waiting game, but I am so sick of waiting. Waiting for years to get on t and be a man, just for me to see a bunch of women (who don’t want to be men and have no dysphoria) succeed at that better than I ever could. They probably have more drive than me too.

it also makes me feel like everytime anyone sees me, they’re always going to see a ‘masc lesbian’, even tho I never have identified as a lesbian at any point before or after my transition. I fucking hate it, let me out of here. For some reason that makes me feel more dysphoric than just being perceived as a cis het female because they’re reducing my masculinity and presentation down to ‘masculine woman’. Or fucking tomboy. It genuinely doesn’t matter how hard you try, how you dress, or how you act if you have poon face.

I swear lesbians out in the wild see me and try to signal to me bc they think I’m one of them 😭 misgender me retroactively bc they think they’re actually being respectful toward another ‘gnc woman’

Lowkenuinely proud of myself. When I say I was scared of needles I am not kidding, I would cry if I had to get a vaccination shot at the doctor 😭 they would basically have to hold me down to inject me. Finally manned up and got T (diy bc my state hates me and won’t let me get it through my regular insurance) it was wayyy easier to inject than I realized. I know nothing is going to happen yet bc it’s just the first dose but I am beaming like a mf because I’ve been waiting SO long for this