hello everyone. I’m 21 F and I have a bachelor’s degree in interpretation which I’m not interested in at all. I don’t see myself working in that field but I also have no idea what should I pursue.
thank you in advance 🙌🏼
hello everyone, I’m 21 F (soon to be 22). all my life I’ve felt like I don’t belong anywhere. in friendships I’m always the background character, always overlooked and forgotten. even tho I‘m a very attentive and honest person who remembers everything about their friends, trying to make everyone feel included. but i’ve never experienced that in return. I swear if I disappear tomorrow, no one would even notice. the same thing with the relationships. never been in one, never been approached by a guy. i’ve always been the one to make the first move/most effort in my situationships. I’ve always felt out of place around people, misunderstood, like an alien. feel like I also need to mention that I’m on the spectrum, so maybe that contributes to that. and because of all this I feel very lonely both mentally and physically. and that loneliness creates such a void in my soul, I can’t escape it no matter what I do. I’m so lonely that sometimes I start being nostalgic over times in the past when I had ”friends” even tho I was treated badly during those times. I‘m afraid this loneliness will make me waste the best years of my life. my question is what’s exactly in my chart is causing these events in my life and what do I do to change it?