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Anything about myself anymore. Like all of me has been erased

Why would my doctor offer rexulti post psychosis.. I don't recognize myself or my husband and have no emotions but angry because I'm different and feel nothing but why antipsychotics after

I see them but can't them. No vibes no emotions except my own dispare. I miss love and feeling others. It's like I've died

I cant handle not recognizing my husband or feel any emotions or finding anyone attractive.. 15 months is hell. I tried lamictal for a week but it's been causing me issues with my joints I can barely walk and the headaches and neck pain are crazy. The fact that my brain thinks my husband is a stranger or has deleted all our history and not enjoying anything or feeling love is maddening. I can barely talk because my voice sounds so different to me. I want this to end..

Do our opinions come back cuz not having an opinion on anything is weird...is this tied to the blank mind or numbness..

Does this hollow feeling get better? Not only do I not feel like myself and have lost emotions but I feel hollow

Lamictal helped you

Having a hard time walking and dealing with severe pain in legs, feet, back and hands..

Is it going to be hard to come off this after a week at 25 mg

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So we just lose all our good emotions ? 15 months and nothing..I don't feel like the same person..I say my name and my brain doesnt think its me. I can't recognize my body or my body. I see my own body and feel a profound nothing. I miss love.. and happiness and excitement..fun

Did your sense of self and identity ever come back

I'm supposed to be taking this to try and get emotions back also I can't recognize my body or my voice.

I just feel shakey and sweat all the time and wired or annoyed. When I take it I feel like a robot and can't really function and really flat but calm

I just want my emotions back.

Post psychosis and this has been happening for a while..docs can't figure out wtf. I'm shaking and sweating all the time.

Person I was before this just completely disappear

Like im here but can't capture any essence of old me . I look at my things or my husband or body and it's like it all belongs to someone else.

I was a very peaceful nice happy person before.. now I'm stuck not feeling happiness and joy , not feeling like myself like I have to start over and don't know how I don't feel a connection to anything or anyone I dont have access to my memories or love . I don't understand how this happens . People seem to go back to normal after a while but 15 months and I'm still someone else. My husband thinks I'll get things back once we check my hormones but I don't know if this is a hormones issues.

I dont know how to find anything that's interests me now

Is that possible

I already experience no emotions and lack of identity and sense of self before lamictal. Took my first dose and I'm calmer but still no emotions and lack of interest but I also now have this thought that I might leave my husband which is odd because I don't want that and I'm trying to fix my emotional disconnect and lack of recognizing him post psychosis..I didn't have these issues pre psychosis and I've never seen him as anything but my husband and.have always felt tremendous love and I'd like that back .. I don't want my emotions to not be there or not have any emotional connection to anyone or blow up life..

I dont recognize my husband or my possessions like they belong to someone else. Can't feel anything but frustration and that my identity is gone. I can't recognize my body as mine .. life has lost its meaning and I have no hobbies or interests anymore and it seems like everyday is the same like it's never a new day . Nothing brings me comfort or joy . Like idk who I am anymore . Idk if this is depersonalization or perimenopause or a combo.. has anyone else had this