It’s been a little over a month since my boy crossed the rainbow bridge. Although it hurts, I still really enjoy scrolling through pictures and videos of him. A wild ride from the very first to the very last picture of him, missing you lots, I love you, Eragon.
My Boy Eragon of the Joy World unexpectedly left us last Friday. He was everything to me, my reason to get out of bed every morning. His personality was something that made me so happy, even after the worst day, he was almost never without a smile on his face. He’d never turn down an opportunity to be loved on, always ready to give kisses like his life depended on it. He loved eating so much, he’d inhale food as soon as he was given it; sometimes I wondered if he even tasted what he was eating. If I knew it was his last day, I would’ve given him everything he could ever possibly want. I would give my life if it meant I could hold him and go on walks again.
My boy Eragon Geegoy of the Joy World suddenly passed away today. We were sitting in the cold emergency vet office hoping that he would at least show some sign of life. However, no matter how much I prayed and pleaded, there was nothing else that could be done to resuscitate him. In the span of 30 minutes, the life left him. I’m devastated and wondered what I could’ve done to make things turn out differently. I adopted him as a senior, so I knew I wouldn’t have a decade with him, but it still hurts more than anything I’ve ever experienced. It’s been a really fun five years, Moy. Wouldn’t have traded it for anything else in the world.
I work as a dog groomer, so I wiped my tears, took him home and did a simple bath, brush and trim. It was something I would’ve never dreamed of doing, but it gave me some peace being able to talk to him and make sure he looked his best before going to doggy heaven. I even packed his favorite treats and snacks for the journey.
It’s been a heavy day, I didn’t think I’d wake up only to lose my best friend. I set out a plate of your favorites for you, lit some incense too so you can find your way back home to me. I hope you love me because I sure did love you.