I definitely know that I was running faster than 11. Sometimes app was even showing 14 in pace. I was holding my phone in a right hand since I didn’t have pockets, could that be a reason? I just feel like my pace was too slow though overall pace was fine, it still felt not like it.
I’m planning to study computer engineering as an undergraduate degree but I’m wondering how difficult it could be. I have read multiple stories of girls in an engineering field who shared their experiences with harassment, sexism, misogyny and a lot more both from professors and classmates. I’m not smart, I achieve things through hard work and math, physics is not where I am best. It’s just the fact that I see a stability and a great future with such degree and the fact that I initially like Computer Science so it was my safe choice. I’m not sure if it’s just an anxiety or I am cooked.
Heading says it all. I wonder if someone had such experience with their partners and how do they feel about it. It’s not just make up. My outfit, my habits, my hair, everything is so ugly lol. If I will have someone with whom I will be living together, spending most of the time and etc I think it will be awkward to look so different?