Random Girl Said I Need to Recreate My Looks
I met this girl and I talked for a day and I thought she was ok and open-minded and probably aligns well with myself. Then she asked for a photo, I sent her a disappearing photo but I am still panicking about it (appreciate anyone who can share their thoughts regarding this matter as well, because I am really afraid my photo may be misused even though it was disappearing; she blocked me and changed here id afterwards, blocking is what almost all of them do, but I am not sure about changing the id).
I thought this photo is a good photo of mine, and it was mostly my face, but she said I need to start over. She said she is not a beauty doctor, but I need to gain weight. I don't think I am really skinny (76 kg weight, 187 cm height), but I know that I need to gain more for better looks. I am planning on working this, but I have focused on other things and I currently don't have the conditions for hitting the gym tbh, bu I am working on it.
I am trying to ignore it, but it is painful, and now that I am writing this, I feel ashamed of myself and my looks, while I have always been ok with myself. But these rejections are just ruining my confidence, and I think I will always be alone, and that no-one likes me, no matter how kind I am or how good of a personality I try to have. Recently, I have been so alone that I try to find a partner online, and while I don't like it, I can't help myself. That's why I have been trying to meet girls throught random internet places, and this is my 4th rejection. I usually don't send a good photo of mine, but I decided to send this one a photo of myself that I liked, because I thought we had a vibe, and this happened.
I will appreciate your thoughts. Thank you all.