like I was waiting for the train and I was waiting for the person to come out n instead of looking at my phone like a normal person I was looking at the train doors like not the person but he thought I was looking at him and when the doors opened he ran out. I was so ashamed. the fact that people are so scared of me is actually so saddening
like bc why not???
Like I was eating spaghetti bolognese today outside with friends and I forgot how much of a messy and disgusting eater I am I heard my friends talking about me secretly behind my back saying how disgusting I am n stuff n I’m honestly so embarrassed like I was hoping they wouldn’t notice idk why likeeee ughhh
for context i have NEVER dyed my hair or used a blow dryer or and heat products on my hair so idk how it’s starting to turn brown( ok ik I have low iron but other than that what other reason can there possibly be for my hair to end up like that)
i can’t afford therapy and i’m too embarrassed to go to a school counselor so idk how to even get out of this and it’s seriously making so miserable and like i feel like a monster or smth or just a weirdo. i have literally never drank or did drugs before so how am i like this