I came here after all those years to tell you that everything will be JUST FINE!
Hello people,
This sub was the most important thing for me to let go the pain I went through when I was grieving. The people here have been amazing, I got so much support but I was getting more and more obsessive about this while I was being active here, realized refreshing this subreddit was all I was doing and one day I realized I had to sign off completely.
After 4 years I came back to tell you that everything will be fine.
I learned to LOVE myself and everything came after that. I got a very well paid job, I got an apartment, I travel a lot to Europe, meet new people with different backgrounds and I'm so so much happier now. I work out a lot and I do what I love in life. I did not know myself when I was with him and after how he left me.
When everyone said time will heal everything, it didn't help me at that time. But believe me, it really does heal everything.
Keep your head up king/queen. You will be just fine.