Lost my virginity with an escort and got attached to her and im not sure how to process these feelings
She was really nice. We sat down and talked before we did anything and I felt connected to her. The deed itself was amazing too with her.
I got her number and she texted me next morning.
I know mostly its her job to make me fall for her so she gets more out of me. But still she made this night to feel special for me
And since days I feel empty and numb and I just want to sitdown and talk to her again.
How tf do i deal with this? 🥲 please be kind in your comments im vulnerable right now to be open about this