u/Tough_Method_3661

I am really young, I know. I was exposed to some really graphic content when I was around 9 and ever since then I have been masturbating. I really want to stop, but it's really hard to. I am depressed so masturbation helps me in the short term but after I do it, I feel terrible and even worse, so I do it again, and over and over. And now I am here. It's obviously making my depression worse, so how on earth do I stop doing it?

My usual order is a Large Fillet O Fish meal with Fries and a Diet coke. A week ago, I wanted to treat myself to something nice, so instead of the diet coke I picked the iced caramel frappe, thinking it would be delicious, since it looked amazing. Everything for my order was ready except the drink. I had to wait an extra 20 minutes just to receive the thing and when I did, it gave me a throat infection. Now I know what you are thinking. This can be a coincidence and maybe it is, but the timing was insanely suspicious. Normally when I drink insanely cold drinks, my throat is sore for the next day or so, you know... Typical coughs etc. but after a week of it not recovering, I went in the mirror to find white spots all over my throat. I booked an appointment, and yep, a throat infection. Now I wouldn't have thought anything of it, until the doctor specifically mentioned it was something i consumed, and the first thing I thought of was the frappe I had a week earlier. It seems as though the infection wasn't caused by the drink being cold, but that the drink was contaminated with soemthing. I apologise if I have ranted a bit, but I just wanted to get my story across