
Why can’t I get a boyfriend and what’s wrong with me
IM SO BOOOOOORREEDDDD😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢and I know im not that ugly. I had a handful during school, nothing during college because I was a commuter. Now im at work and eeeeerrrgghhhh what do I need to do. The GI consult here is a hottie but I see him like 2 minutes once a week. I don’t even want a lasting healthy relationship idgaf if we end up beating each other up every other day im just bored and have nothing going on………….. I think ive always been a little desperate for romance. When I was 17 I tried to get with a 25 year old man who was stalking and bullying me, because I felt left out that everyone else was getting groomed and I wasn’t but all he did was call me racial slurs and ghost me when he realized what I was trying to do😓
How do I get a partner and how do I start being more normal. Sometimes when I talk to friends I end up drifting in the background and just listening and waiting for a point to jump in. I think I come off too strong when I do jump in.
This was a jumbled mess, sorry.