Nothing hurts more than trying your best and still not being good enough.
You replay every moment wondering what you could've done differently. You blame yourself for things that were never in your control.And the worst part? You start believing the problem was you... even when it wasn't.
pierced my chest thats how I felt they see the hurt wont offer help
look in my eyes I show no fear that doesn't mean the pain ain't here
its deeper than i like to say one day im gone these thoughts will lay
avoid a lot, my only choice. The devil speaks this ain't my voice.
so when I finally get my peace my minds relaxed forever ease
Taught me how to be patient and things will go as planned
Since we met i express my emotions more and I'm vocale about how I feel
You showed me how my love and care can change someones qualities and prospectives
You love me and cared for me when you didn't love and care for yourself at the time vice versa
I loved and cared for you when I wasnt there for myself either
It was like a meant to be we needed each other. at a rough time in our lives.
I experienced a different type of connection with you that I never experience with anybody else
it was special and it's still special. Can't wait to hug you and possibly a kiss on the cheek.
I love you and I hope we continue to learn and be there for each other as friends unconditional, love
we barely get to see each other it brings me to tears ,like how are we supposed to love when expressing is our fears
all this time you were around we couldn't even come together all this silence with no sound it feels like days of Rainy weather
your routine when you plan a trip its never ever me its like shooting close up to my chest and thats how I see
call my self the lover boy I really really love so even when I put in effort it seems you push and shove
when we meet you catch me staring longer than I should I asked for something like a favour oh I wish you would
ever since the day we met I really really miss you who new that it was coming next I held you than I kissed you
I hope we meet when times are better cause I really need you felt hopeless tell you told me how you felt and solved the issue