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Ladkiya bhi ni manti bs

Mai do din coaching nhi gyi kyunki I was on my periods ab is pichdi soch ke aadmi ko kya btaya jaye?

Now meri coaching se call gya , and literally a very normal call ki kyun nhi aayi

And he created a whole scene in the house

Abused my mother, said very bad things to me!

He always make it count , ki wo bus ke paise deta h and coaching ke paise diye ..

Like bro agar tune mujhe paida kiya h toh ofc you have to fulfill my basic needs !! Khana khane pr bhi dikkat h ab mere!!

I can't live with this anymore. ( Specially with this type of father)

Mujhse ni hone wala JEE bhai

Pls

Ok nahi maare sourav ne jokes , vo joke maar deta toh tumhein zindagi ki saari khushiyan mil jaati kya??

My father has now totally refused to pay for my fees for my coaching in 12th and even warned to stop paying for school too..

11th ka wo kuch nahi kr skte kyunki ab toh fees refund hogi nahi

Moreover, he is very abusive, meri mummy bhi kuch nhi kr skti is situation mein..she is a housewife and not enough skilled to earn some money

I wanna go to IIT , I can't study

Pls tell how can I study consistently?

How can I earn some money? like 1000 per month will also be alottt for me!!

My mental health has just become worse over time.. It is affecting my studies too

Pls give some advice

Previously done post link, if you want some more context ..

Sorry for bad English

Mere papa ne bola h 12th mein coaching nahi kraunga paise waste h terepe , commerce arts leleti ..

Itna paisa kharch kr raha hun.. Padhai se jyada time toh mai guilt trip PE rehti , overthinking etcetc, I always think JEE nhi nikla toh mai toh chali jaungi kisi do kaudi ke college mein but paise waste ho unko abhi bhi lagta h but..ok..man.

FCK my life..I don't think maine aajtak apne parents ko proud feel krwaya h , I am a fckin loserrrr..mere andar koi talent nahi h , introvert hun kuch nahi kr sakti mai

Never ever in this big world I had thought ki mere man mein kbhi se1f h@rm ke thoughts aayenge , but dw I am not that weak to do these things..

Sorry for rona dhona , mere paas koyi nhi h batane ko isliye reddit pr aakar muhcho*i kr leti hun..

Bye

Mujhe kuch tips dedo ho sake toh , 11th mein.acha score krne ke liye ..ki apna chehra lekar apne baap se 12th ki coaching ki bheekh mang sakun.

Thanks for reading, bye

Ek aur sub pe post kr rahi hun , karma farmer mat samjho , hr koi galat hi samjh raha u mujhe

Kuch streams mein btaya ho jai ya aru ne?? I am not watching their streams kuch time se