u/Turnai13

I have ulcerative colitis so I can't take accutane. And I still have some active acne not something insane but it still leaves some mild acne scars ones in a while. So whatever I do I will always be a bit behind in clearing my skin from the acne scars. I use tretinoin which I am gonna switch to tazarotene soon in hopes that the active acne will be even more mild. Do you think it's worth it getting c02 laser and microneedling or subcisions if you are gonna get improvement but mild and very few acne scars will form from time to time?

My friend always gets approached by multiple girls, have girls have a crush on him while I haven't got any of that ever. I can't keep hearing me telling me " bro you don't know what happened today". While I am there pretend to relate and be happy for him. While in reality I am dying inside not because of envy or comparison but because I know that I will never have that because I am ugly for now atleast until I fix my looks but I gotta experience this for atleast 6-8 months more until I finish my plan to improve my looks. It eats me inside almost everyday I don't know how much I can keep up. I cope with smoking and drinking but that doesn't fix the problem.

I don't know if I am overthinking and analyzing the questions too much or if I don't know myself 100% or if I have multiple personalities and ideologies 😂🙏

Basically my doctor said that we can try and see how will my UC react if I don't get medication because he thinks that I can cut the medication off completely. Ive been on remission for 11 years. I have UC since I was 8 years old. The only time I got a flare up is because I ate Indian food 😭 The spices were very strong for every human to be fair so it wasn't a good idea. What are your thoughts on this?