u/Typical-Savings1797

idk if this post is gonna get approved if the moderator approval is still a thing, but heres a little emotional dump of mine

i love this community. i love being a soldier of love and lishen to Michaels amazing songs that unite the whole world, i love meeting new kind souls that enjoy Michael just as much as i do.. but the only negative thing about this is how sad i get when i realize hes not coming back.

this fact has been troubling me alot lately, and im tearing up as i write this. Michael was the typw od person that you’d want as a friend, boyfriend, bestfriend.. anything really, and would never be able to hate him. he was such a kind being, yet so misunderstood and twisted by the media.. and knowing he was still alive while the worst lies possible were being spread just hurts me.

i hate that i never got and never will get to experience him. i hate that being a fan of his nwo is just about memories, about things that already happened and will never continue.

i’ve grown so attached (not in a bad way that i cannot “live” without him!) to this man, and knowing how tired he was and that the way he was living didnt give him much of a chance of survival on its own just destroys me. hearing his sad songs / verses (Dreamer, Stranger In Moscow, They dont care about us, Earth song, Leave me alone) or listening to “You rock my world” while knowing about the incident just tears my heart apart.

maybe im just too emotional, too feeling.. but i wonder; does anybod else feel like this? and what do i do to not think of the bad things and think about the good ones instead?

Thank you, and sorry for this not requested dump, its js eating me alive (+ excuse the mistKes, im haˇf asleep and my vision is blurred by tears rn😭)

I am the OP of the "Heal The World" project that took place on the 25th of June, and today i saw somebody mention trying to do a similar project but this time on MJ's birthday!! (icl, i did think of it before, but completely forgot to post about it..)

The last projecct sadly didnt achieve the goal it had set, but maybe, just maybe, we could do an even better job on his birthday!! (and no, its not me who set the goal, but others! im incredibly proud of how well we did!) The comment on youtube said we could listen to "Man in the Mirror" at 7:33 PM, Indiana's timezone. Would yall be up to attempt and break the record with this?

+ i would try to make a list of what time it is in countries across the world if you guys would wanna join. :)

Let me know who would be willing to join and celebrate the birth-day of the King of Pop. 👑❤️

On June 25th, 2026, at 2:26 PM (Los angeles time, you can find what time it is for you online), the exact moment we lost Michael Jackson seventeen years ago.

there has been a ”project” circulating all over Instagram, where MJ fans are planning to play “Heal the world” tomorrow, exactly at 2:26 PM Los angeles time.

Lets do this and Heal the world together. 🤍✊