Where there's a will, there's a way?
I was reminded of this proverb in a David Lynch interview. What if you can't find the will? It seems to slip through my fingers and I lose my way.
I am thinking about creative projects and ambition in general. If you struggle with persistence, despite starting with a goal. A strong sense of creativity, ideas, curiosity, but lack the follow-through for more complex or ongoing projects. This has been a struggle of mine for years and I strongly relate with the all too common self diagnosis of ADHD with unfinished projects and false starts. The journey of creativity heals me through daily ephemeral projects and exploration. But I am confronted by the lack of results that I should have achieved by now, with hard work and persistence and feel ashamed.