▲ 146 r/Archiveofourownmemes
Finally published it... and now I feel empty.
I had put one of my fics on hold in due to the various AO3 author curse accidents, and having returned from military service, I finally finished the fic and published it in all its glory. Now... I feel empty...
I would wake up to write entire chapters in there, and now that it is finished - I feel extremely empty inside. Welp, time to write about my favorite lesbians I guess. 🤷♀️
u/Unfortunate1313 — 5 days ago
▲ 59 r/rdr1
Unexpected bull encounter
Excuse my whistling (did not realize my mic picked up on it)
u/Unfortunate1313 — 6 days ago
▲ 2 r/CPTSD
What do i do when i cant afford therapy?
The free government 'therapy' is terrible here, where they don't even care or bother and just send you down the line of drugs, and drugs, they have only made me worse nor helped in shutting down my irrational thoughts.
My family learned of my mental well-being a month ago, and I had kept it from them thinking they would get mad at me or think that I didn't deserve to feel any of this, yet, when they learned; they simply just... didn't care enough? I mentioned I wanted to get therapy, and they simply told me they couldn't afford it at the moment, nor they sounded like they wanted to get me the help I need
what do I do, I'm so tired of the flashes of bad memories and the constant irrational thoughts. I'm tired of being all alone. Even some of the people I talked to stopped talking to me completely.
u/Unfortunate1313 — 1 month ago