u/UnhappyCoffee2619

Same as title

I dropped a tab this Saturday (125ug) around 7 pm. And went on to have an edible that I made a week back 2 hours after dropping the tab. There was no issue with comeup or comedown. Actually the peak was insane. I felt like I lived a million lives through a million dimensions in a few seconds.

The intention of the trip was to talk to my cats. The last time I did it, they did not talk to me at all. In fact, they seemed very angry with me. Ofc this is peak cat attitude. So this time I was really preparing to communicate with them. And oh boy! Did they talk. They spoke like 60 yo uncles and at one point I thought they were talking about me like I couldn’t understand them. It was insane.
Overall the trip felt like, I witnessed the creation of Earth and the future of it. The visuals were amazing. At one point I thought I would have a heart attack. All this while my cats were right beside me, very in their element.
The edible just intensified and elongated the whole experience. Every hour it was getting more sick. I didn’t eat anything else during the trip. Except I was starving during the come down. So the weekend was fine.
But the last 3 days have been extremely tough for me. It’s been a struggle to get out of bed and move my body. I have been forcing myself but it’s very evident that there’s something off. And not only me, but others can see it and have been asking too. Today I’m doing a little better hence writing here. But I don’t know what happened after the trip. I feel like it took everything from me and killed whatever wild spirit I had. For context, my last trip was more than a month back and nothing significant has changed in my life in the last 3 days. However, I had a life changing event in March and ofcourse I except that to affect every trip and it did this time too but only for a little while. This post trip sadness makes no sense to me. Specially since I see so many people writing about how LSD cured their depression.