u/Unhappy_Two8323

She's the best woman I've seen in my life, it's as if I'm in a movie where everything just go flawlessly.

She's so similar to me, as if she's a clone but perfected version of me, I can't see no flaws to her even though I tried so hard to find one. I'm in love, finally after years of suffering from a abusive past relationship, but she's way above me, she's so pretty that I don't think I'm enough.

I'm scared to tell her my whole feelings, on how I fold on my bed because of anxiety is she's annoyed at me, on how motivated I am to go to the gym because I want to be enough to her. I don't want to overwhelm her, nor I don't want her to run away from me because of the pressure that someone's dependent on her.

So I'll struggle, atleast I can still talk to her when I'm needed, atleast I can still see her face on her stories and not a "user not found". I'm happy with this, yet I'm suffering. People said shoot my shot, but i'd rather not as the shot might not be a basketball shot but a g*n shot that will pop this balloon of my delusion.

Trying to be tough, even though I'm weak

All for 1 woman who can either break or make my day

I don't want to be a burden to her, as she got her kwn struggles, as I'm someone who's not particularly important to her.

I like her, hell I think I love her, she claims she's flawed but all I can see is part of her that makes her perfect.

That's why I choose to not speak to her about my worries, because although I love her, I don't think she does love me. I'm not that important in her life or in anybody's life, she'll survive without me, she'll heal and be happy without me.

M22

So I have a long time friend, he knows what I do in my life and he's cool with it, usually he just laughs and wouldn't care about it, until his gf came in.

Everything's fine at first becauss I'm happy for my HB, but last year I had myself vasectomized and I explored a lil bit and had a fubu for 1 week. Usually my friend wouldn't care but his gf found out what I did and started gas lighting my friend to not be friends with me anymore. I don't really care about that but DAMN my friend didn't even stand up for me like "I don't care what he does, he's still my friend, we're not the same person anyway" Type of standing up. I'm disappointed and now I'm slowly getting left out of our group just because of that b*tch gas lighting and my friend's weak ahh conviction

Been wanting to try fubu because I'm a hornball for some reason. But I'm super insecure about my body, although I'm a decent lifter, I don't have the confidence to put out my body and have sex. Specially my dingdong is lowkey pretty small.

Btw I'm a dude with vasectomy that's why I want to try fubu because I don't like commitments and having fubu with vasectomy is avoiding emotional commitments and no probability of a child responsibility(marami na nag aanak, sila na lang mag anak).