(Might delete soon for personal reasons) (Thank you all for all of your comments)
Am looking to purchasing my first gaming console a PS4 I at first tried amazon but the prices are too high and the reviews are not great. Am thinking about using Ebay however it will be my first time doing so. Is it safe or trustworthy to buy a console off of Ebay instead of amazon if so what to look for?
I am a 20 year old college student and lately I’ve been struggling more than usual. I am always tired and l find it harder to get up on most days. My eating habits have gotten worse. I'll admit that I’ve always had weight problems in my life either eating too much, eating too little, going through the whole day without eating or Gaining and losing weight quickly.
I even find it harder to talk or be around family members anymore. I get frustrated and angry quickly and when that happens I lash out on others. I have bad days where all I want to do is read. Reading is my escape but I don’t think it's working as much as it used to. I tried confessing to my mom about seeking help after we got into a fight. I was having a bad day and was feeling terrible however whenever she asked me what was wrong I couldn't seem to tell her I couldn't say anything. (Before anyone asks, I love my mom and I think that she is a great mother and she does her best.)
When I told her I think that I may be depressed she said everyone is depressed and said to “Don’t let the devil win”. I am going back and forth about going to get help but I fear what I am going to hear or the reaction I am going to get from my family. I don't even know who to go to. Is this just a phase and am I looking too deep into it? And should I just wait for it to pass? One part of me is afraid to seek help as I wonder what does that mean for me? Is there something truly wrong with me?