u/Upbeat_girl32

its been a rollercoaster. about 4 months NC this time around ( longest was 11.5 months) But i cant move on mentally. im struggling. Im moving forward with my life as best as i can. but i feel so stuck. Im still grieving and im so embarrassed. He is always in the back of my mind and i feel so silly for still yearning for him, for US, for what was. idk just venting

July 13th is the date for the Left Fork North Creek permits. Would love to hear of anyones experience doing the subway during this time?

im aware of monsoon season, so im mostly concerned with weather. Ive been to zion many times just never had done this hike. I was going that weekend regardless and was going to do the Narrows and im thinking they are similar in terms of safety? and id rather do the subway if i can. ive done the narrows, angels landing, observation point, and even havasupai as a reference. thank you :)