im doing okay, but honestly the anticipation is whats killing me. i know the pain is going to hit me like a truck, and im just waiting😭 i keep telling myself that if i can get through multiple severe tonsillitis cases AND cdiff/colitis, i can surely get through this.. right?💔
not sure what flare to use.
i feel so embarrassed and dumb honestly, but i have so much anxiety, fear, and unanswered questions for the future. my boyfriend expressed to me that he is going through a lot mentally and might want to move to colorado in the future without me, and i didnt take it well emotionally. he doesnt know when, and if he will. but i feel as if im left on a “to be continued..” im just questioning and doubting everything and im really scared.
hes my baby and i love him so much.
any insight will be appreciated:)) thank you