u/Valuable_Doctor9056

Like just imagine, layong in your bed, listening to some audios and out of nowhere bam, your native language.

So for past month or so ive been on edge betweem wanting to dress as a femboy or put on some muscles. But last night, thanks to some research (one reddit post and one yt short) ive decided why not both? (I know how bi of me) So im gonna put on some decent muscles and dress femboyishly. Yay!!!

So right now im 16M and in 3 years im finishing school and moving out of house on my own without telling anyone. And why? Heres a paragraph why:

4 years back, when we started taking German at school and really, like really sucked at it. My dad with my mom was always yelling, banned my free time activities, started cutting my time on mobile thru family link (worst thing ever created) and just rained hell on me. It reached point where i almost repeatedly taken my own life in my room and was just overall depressed. But somehow i survived and now im living

Im seeing theraphist becouse it all came back in form of anxiety, fear of public speaking, panic attacks and depresions almost every night. And a while back it just all came to my mind "why should i live with them when i can just go?" Becouse who control distance, controls damage.

Also my dad is kinda homofobic and he doesnt know im bi.

And cherry on top: im only introvert in family and they still cant understand why i dont want to dance at family parties and a lpt of time happens that they just take turns whit saying shir about me in my face along with my sister and then theyre suprised i just stand up and go to my room like its not theyre fault.

So yeah, once i finish middle school and go to my school, im packing my things and im going no contact with them at least for a month

Only thing they will have will be video of my saying everything to them. Anyways stay silly guys :3

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