u/Valuable_Hunt8468

I have bad skin in general — I’ve got stretch marks, I’ve got hyperpigmentation, I’ve got milium, black heads, white heads, tunnels, channels, large pores, nose acne, acne inverse which fucking hurts!

I’ve tried all the skin stuff and dermatologist recommended products which I can’t name here for some reason 😑

Someone else gets one breakout, I get 2 cysts on my chin, 2 on my nose, one from the week before that I can’t touch yet, 6 in my ass, and one on my labia.

I ate Whole Foods and lost weight, still acne and scars but the milium went away! I wash my silk sheets and pillow cases and pillows weekly.

And don’t get me started on these people doing dirty hair trends. Nasty, crusty ass hair left that way for months an skin clear as day 🤦🏾‍♀️

I’m just tired. This is the best my skin will probably ever be and it’s still not good enough.

I might need a chemical peel or something 🤧

Just came from r/NoahGetTheBoat about some man that murdered a child and I always think to myself in these situations what would compel someone to HURT a baby? What gives them the right?

Same with rape. Why do these people feel no shame? Why do they feel so entitled to go on with something with that?

As fucked up as it is, it is because of desire. A sick, nasty desire.

With how many excuses people come up with as to why they just CAN’T not have sex, I wonder what would these people do if they couldn’t get any? Would they get angry at the object of their desire? Yeah, we see this with incels. Would they fantasize about raping someone? Would they do it?

I know most people say no they wouldn’t, but you don’t know what you would do if you were at the very bottom. Same with cannibalism when people are starving. Same with feeding your kids to the wolves when they attack.

I think in the West especially, people are socialized so well into what is and isn’t appropriate that they lose these desires or choose not to act on them out of fear.

That’s why it pisses me off with how lax people are about sex. How accepting people are about it. I think that’s dangerous. And I just am tired of people acting like it isn’t. Why is this the one thing people get a pass on in civilized society?

As someone that’s not even for procreation, I wish we could get rid of it altogether.