u/Viper61723

Recently I discovered how to actually mix (without just pulling chest) and it has made me realize I have a quite high sitting passagio, likely around Ab since that’s where my mixed register starts, and I can full chest an Ab on a good day.

That being said it’s made me very confused. I had always considered myself a high baritone to low tenor, since I have some decent low notes, usually can get down to F#2 after a warmup, but after realizing I have such a resonant high mixed register I’m questioning if I’m actually a higher sitting tenor.

I would say Michael Jackson is a pretty comfortable register for me, but someone like The Weeknd or Bruno Mars are a tad too high and tire me out.

From an operatic perspective when I saw Lawrence Brownlee in recital my instant first thought was that his high register sounded very similar to mine.

I was in a thread talking the other day about a topic and brought up their name. I was on the way to get my meds cause I had lapsed and the world is like in a haze, it’s hard to explain. I couldn’t think clearly and assumed nobody would care on the thread even though it was relevant to their work.

I got a text from my friend saying they had posted about someone doxxing them and they blocked me.

I hate them so deeply for something else they had done to me, but I didn’t want to genuinely put anyone’s safety at risk.

The worst part is I don’t even completely regret it. I’m glad to see they finally felt an ounce of the pain they caused me, but I feel awful at the same time because it was too far and a genuine accident.

I am just imploding over how conflicted I am