u/Virtual_Fondant_6502

Hello, around December I was diagnosed with adenomyosis and my doctor recommended me to start the pill it’s called Optimizette gé.

Its been around two months since I’ve been taking it everyday in the evening and I’ve missed like once or twice.

It was fine until last week my period started and it hasn’t stopped, it’s not like my usual period it’s not heavy and there is little to no pain but its been going for longer than my normal period.

The problem is I’m going back to my family’s place for the summer and my mom doesn’t know I’m taking the pill because she dosent want me to but I’m 20 now and I decided for myself, I don’t want to tell her because I don’t want more problems.

But now I’m scared my period won’t stop and I won’t be able to get help without telling her until September when I start uni again and I’m alone.

Bonjour, il me reste un master que je veux vraiment et je suis en liste d attente depuis le début de juin. Au début j étais en 63 maintenant à 7 mais il reste que une place avec une acceptation provisoire, la capacité est à 25.

De tout les master c est celui que je veux vraiment mais le fais qu il reste m peu de place et que je suis maintenant 7ème me stresse tellement.

Je veux t enter d envoyer un email mais je dois l écrire comment exactement pour expliquer ma situation, est ce que ça serait une bonne idée de le faire?

Et le mieux est de le faire maintenant ou quand il n’y a plus de places ou en septembre ?

I’ve been struggling with OCD since my first teenage years. Now I’m in my early twenties and it has gotten worse as well as my depression.

Every day it feels like I’m fighting with my own brain and I always lose, and sometimes I just get so hopeless I give up and cry.

I’ve been going to a therapist for two years, and she confirmed that I do have signs of OCD related to my generalized anxiety. I haven’t been diagnosed yet but I’m planning on doing it soon just to see if there is any hope because I don’t see myself living like this for the rest of my life. But I’m also scared that getting official diagnosed won’t even change anything.

Every day feels so exhausting it’s either intrusive thoughts that literally haunt me and make me cry or physical compulsions that make me insane or rumination that I literally cannot control.

And I’ve recently realized that ever since I was a teenager I’ve been having these issues basically every day, they just vary with intensity. If I’m going through a bad time they get the worst but I’ve never had a day where it was absent.

Right now I’m going through a difficult moment again and I’ve been ruminating overthinking analyzing everything and I don’t even do it intentionally, my brain does it automatically.

It gets the worst at night because everything is so silent and still, watching and listening to ASMR used to help because it blocks those thoughts and helps me sleep eventually. But recently it has stopped working and it’s making me freak out.

Even if I listen to calming sounds the scary thoughts come back no matter what and I enter a spiral. And since ASMR doesn’t work anymore I start scrolling on my phone because it distracts me but now I’ve started to sleep at 5 am because of it. Exhaustion is what makes me sleep.

I’ve been taking treatment Sertralin for half a year now, it has helped immensely at first with my depression but my OCD still remains the same and it’s making me lose hope. I’ve talked to my doctor about this and she’s recommending me to go to a psychiatrist for further help.

I’ve never gone to a psychiatrist and it makes me scared because I already have a hard time opening up in therapy and sharing my struggles. Psychiatrists are colder and I’m scared of getting one that is horrible because it will make me feel so ashamed and doubt myself. Am I being over dramatic and annoying and don’t even have OCD?

In the area where I live you need to wait almost a year to get an appointment with a psychiatrist or drive for two hours to get to another one. I’ve found one available in September and that actually takes new patients but his google reviews are negative which scares me.

But it’s either staying like this or attempting to see if it would work. But now I’m feeling even more hopeless since Sertraline has improved some aspects of my life. Why do I have to take a medication every et day to just feel normal, why can’t I be like that without it. Am I going to have to take it for the rest of my life? Am I always going to feel like this? It just looks exhausting and depressing to me because even minor events feels like the end of the world for me and as I get older and experience more things it gets worse.

I’m just feeling so hopeless and lost. What is even the point anymore.

Quand je l ouvre sur mon pc le site est juste un écran noire, mais sur mon iPhone je peux l ouvrir ? C est comme depuis plusieurs jours je peux pas utiliser le site pour participer à la phase complémentaire

je suis en phase complémentaire et j étais refusé à un master mais il participe dans la phase complémentaire, est ce que j envois de nouveau la même LM? Ou la changer?

La raison qu ils m ont refusé est que je me suis trompé et j ai pas envoyé toutes mes notes de licence donc si je change ma LM je met quoi?