u/Visual_Attitude_9065

Idkkk guysss I just feel odd and just sad and empty and idk what to do nothing interests me anymore it feels as if I'm just living a life without reason. My life's so fucked up and I haven't slept for like two days I still can't sleep even now I don't wanna study I just sit around rotting in bed all day and ungjhh

LIKE FUCK ICSE FUCK EVERYTHING THEY'RE SOOO ASS THE REST OF THE BOOK IS SO NICE BUT FUCK COMMERCE

WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT FUCKING GST AND FUCKING SHARES FUCKING HELL JUST LET ME DO MY PURE MATHS AND BELOVED ALGEBRA IN PEACE THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MATHS FUCK IT

On the day of the last icse exam in our school two students broke two benches in the exam hall. But the thing is none of the required SIX cameras in the classroom were working (this is bad because cisce strictly requires at least six working cameras in each examination hall. Our school's cisce affiliation is now at risk)

So the school basically has no evidence and doesn't know who exactly broke the benches.

And today they were giving out the ICSE results at school and on the name list basically, they wrote particular amounts of fines beside the names of every candidate ranging from 500-1000 (they took the data from the active cisce census and basically made students with MORE BODY WEIGHT pay MORE FINES for the broken benches 😭😭😭💔💔)

And seeing this all the parents naturally freaked out and one mother with deep connections called a particular famous news agency along with the city police to the school.

And uh basically our school has two people in the school non-teaching administration. Let's call them Bob and Larry. Both of them are rly hated by students and teachers alike but Larry is like a piece of fucking shit. Like he's genuinely nasty as fuck to both teachers and students. Has no respect for anyone.

So basically the police were trying to enter the school through the gate but LARRY AND BOB BLOCKED THE FUCKING SCHOOL GATE 😭😭😭 AND RESISTED THE POLICE. The police then forced entry into the school and like kicked the gates open or something idk and the gates basically SMASHED into Larry's head and cracked it open and he was rushed to the hospital

And then the media like covered everything and stuff yeah 🎀🎀

A long-standing pillar of resistance is gone. Bengal has fallen

I don't know how to take this honestly. God knows what is going to happen in my beloved state. I have no idea how they managed to indoctrinate the people this much. I earnestly belief that they managed to tamper with the EVMs or do something else somehow. The ECI very openly sides with the BJP.

Religious terror, oppression of minorities, cultural and linguistic repression is all I can imagine to follow.