

whatnot referral link!
here's my whatnot referral link, you'll get between $10-$200 in credits if you use it!!
4 weeks postpartum
i'm 4 weeks postpartum, my daughter just turned a month yesterday and i am so overwhelmed. my fiance had to come home early on monday because i was having a breakdown and just couldn't do it anymore. i'm struggling so badly, i know my fiance is too but it's so hard. i'm on zoloft 100mg right now but they're changing it to 50mg and putting me on aripripzole. i just have the urge to leave, i love my daughter so much but i really am having a hard time even getting out of bed. i know i have to take care of her, i know i do, but it is just a struggle. i am so overwhelmed, i hate leaving the bedroom because there is a smell. i just am tired, i want to go away from everyone and everything for a bit to just calm down but i dont want to leave my daughter, it was so hard being away from her for only a few hours. my fiance is a deep sleeper and it is honestly making me resentful of him and :/ im just exhausted.