u/Warm-Mango-2003

Hello everyone, I'm looking for some advice to find the Gap for my research proposal, I know nobody can do that for me, I have to look for the field that interests me.

Previously, for my Masters Dissertation I worked on Queer theory by Butler and Surveillance/Power theory by Foucoult, I was thinking of continuing this for PhD but I don't think I want that rn. I was thinking of picking Blue Humanities too, but not so sure about it.

I would appreciate it if you guys can let me know the trending topic or something that interests you guys which will make a good proposal. I'll manage the literature part, i just want help with the theory. Some guidance would be nice, Thanks :).

So I had my NET examination today, first of all they gave me the centre 200kms far from my home 😍 you gotta worry about lodging and spend extra money just to have a fuckall experience. I reached the centre around 7:30 am (my exam was from 9 to 12 am), they couldn't even properly tell people to get in line (ass management).

Their server was down the whole time, everybody started panicking around 8:50 and while I was on the top floor of that building, sweating like crazy with 1000% humidity and their bina paani vaala cooler jo sirf invigilators hi le rahe the 9:30 ko they started the exam and when I logged in 4 mins ho chuke the shuru hue exam ko😍😍😍 but nobody cares 💅.

Invigilator ko ek ladki boli ki ye kaisa management hai to they started yelling at her aur frisking ke time bhi aunty was touching ( literally rubbing her hands all over us) even after using the frisking machine 😍😍 and for fucks sake dawgg can we have a FUCKING wall clock in the exam room like bro anxiety se halat kharab ham time bhi nahi dekh sakte kya bkl. So yeah after sweating a bucket I started feeling dizzy aadhe exam me par jaise bhi khatam kiya to aadhe logo ka pehle khatam hogya aadhe logo ke screen me 15 mins around time bacha hua tha 🥰.

Guyss I have some real good things to say about our og NTA and my exam today😍😍😍 can I post here? (Why don't we have NET exam flair in this subreddit btw🥀💔) Hindi gaalis bhi dungi please let me do this or I'll die from frustration🛐.

I came across my notes of A House for Mr. Biswas while going through my master's notebooks today and it made me so emotional. While we were going through the text in the class just before our finals, the novel felt very repetitive and boring. I did not realise the deep underlying sadness that this novel bore at that time.

But now it just feels too relatable, we all spend our whole life securing what we want and working hard for what we will be surrounded by in the future. For Mr. Biswas, it was a house of his own, and the worst part is he couldn't even live long after he finally had a place which he could call his own. It affects me so much these days cause that's the end for me, all this grind for employment does not even mean anything, the endgame is to have a loving family and a house of my own (I'm sorry the post is a bit subjective).

Hey guys, my friend and I have the NET examination next week and we got ION Digital Zone Sarona as our centre. I would appreciate it if you guys can suggest some budget friendly and safe hotels near the centre and also some good eateries and peaceful hangout spots.

Why does everything get so overwhelming these days?? I don't know why I'm always on edge but it's just so frustrating, I try to talk to my mom about it but she would just hug me and say focus on your studies everything will be alright 😭🙏 nothing will be alright mummyyy, I just don't want my mind to feel foggy for once.

I don't think I've felt relaxed since the day I started my undergrad. Post graduation really took away my love for the subject, like where's the essence it's all theoretical now. And then there's this constant worry about career and future, I really wanna settle down as soon as I can but I don't see that happening in near future🥀.

I can't be pessimistic all the time with my friends, it's really hard, overthinking everything and just ruining your day for no reason. It's been like this for a long time and I don't see how to break this loop. I really enjoyed reading books and watching movies, it was a gateway for me to escape reality but I can't seem to focus on anything for a long time nowadays. Well, I think it's just a problem with my attention span but I WANT OLD ME BACKKK😭, Like wtf is wrong??? Fuck you PG and adulthood 💔