So I had the crazy idea to try and learn bead embroidery with the end goal of making my hubby’s Father’s Day gift. The goal is to bead embroider the kids names and birthdates on a sweater for their dad. I’m probably in way over my head but if anyone has any helpful suggestions, I’m all ears! Thank you to everyone in advance!
For context, I grew up with a dad whose first reaction to anything was anger and rage. I was never properly taught how to handle my anger, let alone healthy ways of dealing with my emotions. I’ve been a step mom for 3 years and have my own baby who is now 2 years old. My step daughter 6. She is the reason I’m making this post because I snapped at her so badly this past weekend. I was screaming… My boyfriend (her dad) was livid at me for reacting the way I did. I don’t want to be an angry parent, I don’t want to be an “evil stepmom”. I have immense guilt over my reaction… just nonstop thinking about it, making myself nauseous with guilt and remorse. I have no idea how to handle my anger… does anyone have any little tips I can try so I’m not so angry anymore? Thank you in advance!