Subconscious refusing to be convinced

Hello, I have been trying for so long to change my reality. I have read every neville book, tried every technique etc so I am very familair with all of this. I have managed to manifest a few stuff but like it was always meaningless manifestations, however these increased my faith/conviction.

I have been trying for so long to change my concept of self, get my person back (or even some other uknown person), get more money, generally improve my life.

It's like my subconscious mind is refusing to be convinced about anything I try. Like literally, its been 2 years. There are so many things I have tried fixing, even making my goals more believable but nothing has worked regarding changed that would actually impact my reality.

I have read almost every thread in these subreddit and others as well. I realise that the only good that has happened in my life was a manifestation of me and that my state then was better. Ive dwelled in that state and tried everything but gotten nothing.

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u/WelcomeOutside8484 — 21 hours ago

Subconscious refusing to be convinced

Hello, I have been trying for so long to change my reality. I have read every neville book, tried every technique etc so I am very familair with all of this. I have managed to manifest a few stuff but like it was always meaningless manifestations, however these increased my faith/conviction.

I have been trying for so long to change my concept of self, get my person back (or even some other uknown person), get more money, generally improve my life.

It's like my subconscious mind is refusing to be convinced about anything I try. Like literally, its been 2 years and I am very slowly becoming suicidal (obviously I aint going to harm myself or someone else). There are so many things I have tried fixing, even making my goals more believable but nothing has worked regarding changed that would actually impact my reality.

I have read almost every thread in these subreddit and others as well. I realise that the only good that has happened in my life was a manifestation of me and that my state then was better. Ive dwelled in that state and tried everything but gotten nothing.

This is a cry for help.

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u/WelcomeOutside8484 — 1 day ago
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MacBook Air vs Windows Laptop for Student (Excel + Quant/Programming)

Hi Lads,

I'm trying to decide between a MacBook Air (assuming the next M5 model) or a Windows laptop for university and future finance work.

My main use case will be Excel, and I expect to be an advanced Excel user based on the coursework, projects, and skills I want to develop. Therefore, I appreciate keyboard shortcuts, efficiency and overall Excel functionality.

I know that Excel is considered better on Windows in general, I know that most large finance firms use Windows machines. But I do wonder how much of a disadvantage macOS is in practice. Is it just a matter of learning different shortcuts and workflows or are there big limitations that get annoying at a more advanced level?

I also want to say that I am interested in quant finance so I am planning to do a little programming too, mostly python and related tools. That said, I'm not looking to become a full time software engineer, I mostly want a laptop that allows me to do everything I need to do as easily and smoothly as posible.

Longevity is another consideration. I am leaning towards a MacBook Air for that reason because they seem to age very well and I want to keep this laptop for about 5-6 years.If you've used both, how difficult is it to switch to excel on macOS, if you're used to windows? Does working in excel on a mac for finance stuff limit you? Or is it just a matter of getting used to different shortcuts? Is the MacBook better than any Excel cons in terms of build quality, battery life, and longevity? If you were a finance student today and wanted to get into quant/programming, what would you pick and why?

Any help is welcome!

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u/WelcomeOutside8484 — 28 days ago

MacBook Air vs Windows Laptop for Student (Excel + Quant/Programming)

Hi Lads,

I'm trying to decide between a MacBook Air (assuming the next M5 model) or a Windows laptop for university and future finance work.

My main use case will be Excel, and I expect to be an advanced Excel user based on the coursework, projects, and skills I want to develop. Therefore, I appreciate keyboard shortcuts, efficiency and overall Excel functionality.

I know that Excel is considered better on Windows in general, I know that most large finance firms use Windows machines. But I do wonder how much of a disadvantage macOS is in practice. Is it just a matter of learning different shortcuts and workflows or are there big limitations that get annoying at a more advanced level?

I also want to say that I am interested in quant finance so I am planning to do a little programming too, mostly python and related tools. That said, I'm not looking to become a full time software engineer, I mostly want a laptop that allows me to do everything I need to do as easily and smoothly as posible.

Longevity is another consideration. I am leaning towards a MacBook Air for that reason because they seem to age very well and I want to keep this laptop for about 5-6 years.If you've used both, how difficult is it to switch to excel on macOS, if you're used to windows? Does working in excel on a mac for finance stuff limit you? Or is it just a matter of getting used to different shortcuts? Is the MacBook better than any Excel cons in terms of build quality, battery life, and longevity? If you were a finance student today and wanted to get into quant/programming, what would you pick and why?

Any help is welcome!

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u/WelcomeOutside8484 — 28 days ago

Buying a MBA for Financial Modelling

Hello, I am unsure about whether I should get a nice macbook air m5 or get a normal windows laptop. I will mainly use excel so shortcuts etc is very important for me. I know excel is better on windows but how hard will it be to learn the shortcuts etc on macOS? I will be considered an advanced excel user based on what I have to do.

Note: I do know every large company uses windows but I'm like, how bad can macOS be for this.

Also I'd like to keep the laptop like 5-6 years and thats why I am looking at macbooks.

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u/WelcomeOutside8484 — 28 days ago